I found the road I was meant to be on. I think.

Today I almost lost someone close to me. Kylie.  I've done some things recently that really pissed her off.  Including but not limited to purposely making her mad.  I want to send a shout out to you, Gen, and Anthony.  You all mean the world to me.  Clinton, well, you will always be you. eh?  I just want you to know that I don't hate you.  That much. I'm sorry to be all mushy on you, comrades, but I have hit a fork in the road.  And in Soviet America road fork you if you choose wrong.  I just hope I am strong enough to walk the path I have chosen.  I can't even begin to describe how important my friends have been to me these past few hours.  Without Ant and Gen I don't think Kylie would still be talking to me. Kylie, I just want you to know that I really do care.  A whole fucking lot.  Your the best thing since Marx, and I mean that.  All I want is you, and no one else.  I'm going to stop starting fights on purpose, because you mean that much to me.  I honestly, with all my fucking heart will.  I don't know how to reiterate that more. Plus, the grammAR errors will stop. All mistakes are my own, no excuses. The buck stop here.  It doesn't matter why I fucked up, just that I did, and I'm ready to admit that, I am moving on.  This is Premier Andrewski, from Soviet America, signing out.